He has just come home at dawn, and gone upstairs to his chamber; locking himself in--as if anybody dreamt of coveting his company!

天亮他才回家，就上楼到他的卧房里；把他自己锁在里头——倒像是会有人想要去陪他似的！

I mounted to my chamber; locked myself in; fell on my knees; and prayed in my way—a different way to St. John’s, but effective in its own fashion.

我登上我的房间；把自己锁在里面；跪倒在地；并以我的方式祈祷——一种与圣约翰教堂不同的方式，但以它自己的方式有效。