And when I would come home from school, crying the ugly cry, my immigrant Jamaican mother would sit me down in front of the mirror and ask me, do you see an N word?

当我从学校回到家 嚎啕大哭时 我的牙买加移民母亲会让我坐在镜子前 问我 你看到一个带N的单词了吗？

And I think I have a really ugly crying face, which people just feed on. If you're in a theater and you see someone who looks like atrocious while crying, you think, ah man, she's really in it.

我觉得我有一张非常丑陋的哭脸，大家就是对此很受用。如果你在剧院里看到一个哭得很凶的人，你会想，啊，天哪，她真的在里面。

You've got the first shock cry, the silent cry, the ugly cry, the cry because you're crying, the cry after you say you're not gonna cry anymore, and then the final cry, which is probably my fault.

一开始是号啕大哭 接着是呜咽不语，再接着痛哭流涕 然后是因为哭而哭，再然后是你刚说完不哭 又开始哭，至于最后那阶段 估计都是被我弄哭的。