I have already deceived only too much in this life of mine.

我这一生已经欺骗了太多。

Well, maybe by then I'Il figure out something in this screwed-up little life of mine.

我喜欢你的小日子姑娘。

Is this really the most I can get from the few years left in this one life of mine ?

难道这真的是我有生之年所能得到的最多的吗？

Anyway, I don't know if that's what you're looking for, but either way, you can be sure this life of mine is punishment enough for the things I've done.

总之，我不知道你是不是想我赎罪，但不管怎样，你大可放心，我这辈子已经因我的所作所为受到了应有的惩罚。

In this meaningless life of mine I have seen both of these: the righteous perishing in their righteousness, and the wicked living long in their wickedness.

有义人行义，反致灭亡；有恶人行恶，倒享长寿。这都是我在虚度之日中所见过的。